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lie to me. [12 Jun 2005|08:33am]

[31 May 2005|12:26pm] so i'm switching back to my old LJ, shes_the_stars. add it 1 screams break the silence

[13 May 2005|10:23am] "Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence on society." Mark Twain break the silence

[12 May 2005|08:06pm] i wish i had a seth cowen. things have changed so much this year. i miss skipping class with kaitlin. and our picnics at the park. and our notebook filled with nothingness. and the way we'd do whatever we wanted. like pantsing chris during lunch. .i miss being able to not care about anything.i miss summer nights spent dancing in the rain, and making wishes on falling stars. i miss hottubbing in july and butterflies in my tummy.i just want school to end... 7 screams break the silence

WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!! [28 Apr 2005|10:52pm] tonight was officer tryouts, and guess what... I MADE VICE PRESIDENT!!!! i'm pretty excited,as you probably guessed. next year is going to be so amazing! plus Sarah Johnson is my drill! Prez of ZOI and VP of Dragz, theres no way next year can be better. my senior year is going to be AMAZING. everyone has been so supportive too. well, except the one person who should have been. but you know what, thats ok! i love you all so much!!! <3 shan 10 screams break the silence

[21 Apr 2005|04:45pm] today i had my first blood transfusion. it wasn't as terrible as i thought, but i bled everywhere. which isn't really supposed to happen. i also had two "complications" (occlupolsies or something along those lines) which weren't so much of a problem as scary. what's sad is that Noah, who is less than eight, dealt with it better than me. he is such a brave little boy. i figured out what i want do do with my life today. the nurse who helped pick out games and colored and watched 'Super Size Me' with me. i want to be her. she was adorable, and she made it alot easier. i wish i could do something meaningful like that. Lee brought me a pirate balloon and John&Colby brought me candy. besides michael they were my only visitors :( but it's ok, i'm going to get Pei Wei, and lettuce wraps make my whole day. 12 screams break the silence

just being near you for a while isn't enough [16 Apr 2005|02:03pm] And it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye so I can't send you messages and at night I dream of reasons that I can't let you go ut I don't know if it's time to crack through your walls so thick that I can't see past you and last summer wasn't enough for me and now that it comes again the heat beats harder and no one is left alone and I'm offering you me right now- take me I'm yours and I won't have it any other way so don't let fools be carried by what I say because the night keeps looking our way and you're not seeing what I'm missing 'cause I am missing you and I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know- it's time to let me in because I feel its going to be fine. break the silence

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